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WHY IS THIS SO COMPLICATED???

A BIG BIG BIG QUESTION MARK IS IN MY HEAD!!

hff

I'm sorry for being labile.

3 days for a great experience

Shinzui Inspiring Teens 2011

51 schools, 161 finalists, 50 finalists, 20 finalists :) Thanks Allah.

Uniqueness of uno is (could be the sign of your mood.

I'm hiding these numbers of uno like I'm hiding my feelings for someone out there,

and I'm hiding the colors because it could shows the colors of my life, only black and white.

Kelly miss you, Tash.

We took some pictures without our best friend, our beautiful girl, Ratasha Amangku.

Yg tenang disana tash, disini kelly insyaAllah selalu doain kok. Asik dong ya skrg udah gak sakit2 lg gak usah ke rumah sakit lagi kan. Kita kgn lo kgn karokean bareng, kangen numpahin permen lo, kangen loncat nyanyi2, kangen cerita2, kangen semuanya tp yaudahlah yg penting skrg lo udah tenaaaang bgt pasti di surga, yakan? iyadong pasti hihi I love you my Tashyyy :)

> Estimates for someone we love so much, is always right. And I experienced it

-Don't give too much of urself to one person, because if they leave, a whole of you will be gone with them

Grenade (Bruno Mars)

Easy come, easy go that's just how u live

Take it all but u never give

Should've known u was trouble from the first kiss

Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?

Gave u all I have and u tossed it in the trash, u did.

To give me all your love is all I ever asked

'cause what u don't understand it

I'd catch a grenade for ya

Throw my hand on a blade for ya

I'd jump in front of a train for ya

U know I'll do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain

Take a bullet straight through my brain

Yes I would die for u baby

But u won't do the same

~

If my body was on fire

You'd watch me burn down in flames

YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME, YOU'RE A LIAR

'CAUSE YOU NEVER, EVER, EVER DID, BABY.

Yes I would die for u baby..

But u won't do the same..

You wouldn't do the same..

Just a song that tells you a little about what I feel.

Hates but loves

Honestly, I hate you so much because of this pain that you've made. But, I also hate to see you so down because of her or another else. I know you, you'll survive no matter what.

Breathe deeply and said that he didn't like what I previously thought.

Thanks God for opened the eyes of my heart :)

Feel much better

Firstly, I start losing my mind of you and I try to runaway from you. When you have someone new its make me dying and trying to kill me. I still remember all the memories between you and me. I do anything to make you happy but now I'll try to not afraid if you with someone else. I just never guess to be like this.

Secondly, thank you so much for the ring, dress, song, kisses, hugs, laughs that you gave to me :)

Thirdly, I wish I could say it for the LAST TIME that I love,miss,want,need you so much FdlRhn.

'Sometimes I get jealous thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could. I guess it's my insecurities acting up.

Hmm we'll see.. how hard and long you look.

You'll never find somebody that loves you like I do'

kelleeh

I shouldn't be selfish

'I used to be alone standing here with nobody, you came to me and take my hand. You kiss me..you hug me and you wont let me go. Cause we belong each other, together forever yours and you would be my favorite love. Not any sad or happy ending, whyyy? Because no more word end.'

These are song lyric that you have made to me. Thank you for made this song del, thank you so much sweetheart. Now, we are just friend, nothing special and I feel like I'm so far away from your life del. Its so hard for me to accept this reality del soooo hard. I don’t know how to let you go. I don’t know how to move on. I still loving you.

Del, I miss you every single night. I want to sleep with you, just sleep. Together. Under my blankets in my bed with my hand on your chest and your arm around me. No talking just sleep and silence. It would be so romantic.

Del, just because my eyes don’t tear, doesn’t mean my heart doesn’t cry and just because I come off strong, doesn’t mean there’s nothing wrong. You have to know it del. I'll stop to think about you, because I'm so tired of tears.

Del you said you gotta go to find yourself and to find what real love’s about. I hope that you can find it by loving me but you are not . Just know I'm here whenever you need me and I hope you'll find everything that you need. Del, when you find everything that you need……………..come-back-to-me.

I DO NOT want to disappoint you! I shouldn't be selfish. It is the reason why I let him go. I love him and I shouldn't be weak, shouldn't increase the burden of his mind. I give you time to yourself del.

SANGATBUTUHBERUANGKUTUBKUYGBAUACEMJELEKNGESELINTUKANGNGAMBEKGENDUTTAPIAKUSYG :(

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH F-TWENTY NINE

DeFadel.

How much I love you and really I'm so glad to be yours :) Thank you so much for all the love that you give, your kisses, your warm hug, it's really makes my day so colorful. Almost forgot, very big thanks for this: the beautiful ring and song that you made for me.. FADEL I'M SO IN LOVE WITH YOU!!!!!!!! Don't ever forget about our agreement!

I love you for sure.

I miss you everytime.

I need you, always.

I want you, absolutely.

The sentences above are not enough to express about how much I love you, del. Because I love you more than anything.

I'll never forget the tragedy that occurred on 29 October 2010.

Fadel Raihan's

With kisses,

Defadel Sagita Putri

F For all the love I give

A A little kiss for you

D Do I need you for sure

E Even want to be someone who's always there for your life

L Lots of love

29 oktober 2010

Your love, Defara :)

dspl as a queen

Every piece of me that wants you, another piece backs away.
Spending all my time just thinking about you. It was draining the contents of my head.
You make me love you, yes you do