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WHY IS THIS SO COMPLICATED???

A BIG BIG BIG QUESTION MARK IS IN MY HEAD!!

hff

I'm sorry for being labile.

3 days for a great experience

Shinzui Inspiring Teens 2011

51 schools, 161 finalists, 50 finalists, 20 finalists :) Thanks Allah.

Uniqueness of uno is (could be the sign of your mood.

I'm hiding these numbers of uno like I'm hiding my feelings for someone out there,

and I'm hiding the colors because it could shows the colors of my life, only black and white.

Kelly miss you, Tash.

We took some pictures without our best friend, our beautiful girl, Ratasha Amangku.

Yg tenang disana tash, disini kelly insyaAllah selalu doain kok. Asik dong ya skrg udah gak sakit2 lg gak usah ke rumah sakit lagi kan. Kita kgn lo kgn karokean bareng, kangen numpahin permen lo, kangen loncat nyanyi2, kangen cerita2, kangen semuanya tp yaudahlah yg penting skrg lo udah tenaaaang bgt pasti di surga, yakan? iyadong pasti hihi I love you my Tashyyy :)

> Estimates for someone we love so much, is always right. And I experienced it

-Don't give too much of urself to one person, because if they leave, a whole of you will be gone with them

Grenade (Bruno Mars)

Easy come, easy go that's just how u live

Take it all but u never give

Should've known u was trouble from the first kiss

Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?

Gave u all I have and u tossed it in the trash, u did.

To give me all your love is all I ever asked

'cause what u don't understand it

I'd catch a grenade for ya

Throw my hand on a blade for ya

I'd jump in front of a train for ya

U know I'll do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain

Take a bullet straight through my brain

Yes I would die for u baby

But u won't do the same

~

If my body was on fire

You'd watch me burn down in flames

YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME, YOU'RE A LIAR

'CAUSE YOU NEVER, EVER, EVER DID, BABY.

Yes I would die for u baby..

But u won't do the same..

You wouldn't do the same..

Just a song that tells you a little about what I feel.

Hates but loves

Honestly, I hate you so much because of this pain that you've made. But, I also hate to see you so down because of her or another else. I know you, you'll survive no matter what.

Breathe deeply and said that he didn't like what I previously thought.

Thanks God for opened the eyes of my heart :)

Feel much better

Firstly, I start losing my mind of you and I try to runaway from you. When you have someone new its make me dying and trying to kill me. I still remember all the memories between you and me. I do anything to make you happy but now I'll try to not afraid if you with someone else. I just never guess to be like this.

Secondly, thank you so much for the ring, dress, song, kisses, hugs, laughs that you gave to me :)

Thirdly, I wish I could say it for the LAST TIME that I love,miss,want,need you so much FdlRhn.

'Sometimes I get jealous thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could. I guess it's my insecurities acting up.

Hmm we'll see.. how hard and long you look.

You'll never find somebody that loves you like I do'